Very recently, I had a moment of reflection that led to experiencing some feelings from events in my life, and with much of my own newfound knowledge with my studies in counseling, I reacted differently to them, leading me to writing this out.
There is a certain desire to avoid unpleasant emotions within all of us. When one feels anger or frustration, many people push that emotion aside and focus on more positive things – or alternatively focus on doing things to distract from the emotions. A moment to reflect: how many times have you felt or reflected on something only to immediately distract yourself with social media or something like that? Something to ponder.
This pertains not just to memories and thoughts, but also to daily events. Emotions such as anger, sadness, worry, pain, etc are emotions we often avoid because of their intense, unpleasant sensations. They are not at all comfortable, but contrary to their discomfort, it is very important to sit on them.
What do I mean by sitting on them? I mean letting yourself feel out the emotion in its entirety, and let the thoughts that follow it come through. It’s very important to recognize that these “negative” emotions are not “bad”; they just are, and they have a specific purpose.
There is no moral implication behind what you feel. When you feel angry, you feel angry for a reason, and that reason needs to be felt out. It is very common for one to think “I shouldn’t feel or think this about X” and cast a value judgement on it.
Ride the wave of emotion and sit on the unpleasant sensations you feel. Allow yourself to be completely present with the sensations, because they are yours, they are real and they won’t go away unless you sit on them.
This is part of what honesty is. It is experiencing, in full, everything in you. This includes unpleasant emotions, angry thoughts, reactions, etc.
What’s in your mind is not something that has any moral implication or judgement. It only becomes something within a moral sphere when it is explicitly acted upon in reality. But what they do provide is a compass to guide you through your own inner processes. You learn more about yourself and you learn to overcome obstacles that you may not have noticed previously.
Honesty means accepting reality for what it is. But it is also about accepting who you are, and that includes all the emotions, memories and thoughts you have. That is how one grows.
4 thoughts on “On Honesty And Your Emotions”
I agree. Don’t push such emotion aside. But wouldn’t you agree that when faced with a conflicting emotion, feel it out, sure.. but also seek to eliminate the conflict. I think this is how most learn to push such emotions aside, it can be quite difficult to find & eliminate the conflict.
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Definitely. Ideally, one can sit on and ride through the emotion and allow it to pass, which ends up eliminating that conflict. I think most people with the right mindset end up on that note.
But the reality is that a lot of people also “wheel spin”, which is the problem of going through particular memories or thoughts over and over without actually passing through it. Most people have done that, but some really get stuck on it. For that particular problem, counseling and therapy is likely their best bet, because they need to be taught how to let go. Person-centered approaches are quite good for this, and elements of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy can help too.
Ultimately it’s up to the individual to want to get past it and take the necessary steps. Beyond that, the words written here and in other places are without much use 🙂 Action is needed!
Honesty means accepting reality for what it is. But it is also about accepting who you are, and that includes all the emotions, memories and thoughts you have. That is how one grows.- Freedom can be attained through acceptance.